sushi
7ish
yanagis in pismo
you're invited under 2 conditions:
1. you like me and sushi
2. party poopers are strictly prohibited


p.s. last year obviously was a disaster
amongst other things

mood swing: indifferent

i just remembered i have not updated in a while... what is live journal anyway?!
my birthday is saturday and i'm old
i have a cold
i want to move, although things are flowing nicely here
i'm watching sixteen candles feeling old with my cold
and that's all

mood swing: sick

its reeeaalll warm up in this biznatch of a studio i live in



tattoo tonight

mood swing: tired

still hung up on insecurities
still tired of thinking
still waiting for release
tic toc tic toc

Michael is wonderful...
it's taken about a year to say that

i'm bored out of my mind

went to an aveda cutting class today and yeah it was pretty much the best I've ever had... Mat Slater gots skills

not enough sleep in weeks or maybe years now and my brain is really tired but I have a ridiculous amount of nervous energy that keeps me ticking. It's really frustrating!

like right now, for example, it has taken about 5 minutes to type this, mostly because i'm slurring the keys

brain out

mood swing: bored

safe at last, seeing my thoughts in order
safe, fallen down this way
now I'll be just what I am


-"summerhead" cocteau twins


the most beautiful sound that brings me to tears with only a breath... elizabeth fraser

mood swing: indescribable

skin canvased, adorned with silver
your hat tips to my stride
I smile then nod,
and turn my back to your wasteful stare

skin canvased, ornate in eyelits of lace
i am undesirably exposed
panic...
creep like a wraith or emerge without stain?

composed, I send for you unknowingly
and your arrival is like an after-taste,
faint yet addictive
brief exchange of spoken words
dissipates all want for flattery
revealing only the smell of worn soles

This is pretty much an obligatory entry today. Not much going on- I'm still in dislike w/my hair, work is good, new place is nice and broken in, and once again I'm stuck in my anti-social rut. I guess I really don't like many people or something cause I usually hate doing anything with anyone. I can't stand the bullshit. And no, it's not that I think I'm above it, as I've been told by others. I just don't see any point in interacting with pretentious, immature bitches! Sorry if you are one of them... maybe I'll get over it, but I doubt that.

p.s. I love you all and you know it

i got scissor happy and cut a little too much off (sorry mills cause you did a beautiful job)... and now I think it looks boyish

literally and i am really itchy! I have a mohawkish cut now... was sick of it and other stuff and just like the cunt that i am (read the book and you'll embrace the word as a term of endearment), I had to make a change. it's fun! i feel so strange right now and i don't want to talk to or see anyone

mood swing: sad

Just got back from the city with amanda and it was fantastic! We did the tourist thing, which I never really do, and visited museums, central park, empire state building, the library, time square, and etc. The buildings alone could make me love it forever... and it was fun too! It's my favorite city, replacing London, mostly because it's not so glamorous and out of reach for me. I was taken with all of it and could definitely see myself living there. The best times were when we ended up in Harlem (the ghetto part Heather) and didn't realize it, and were surrounded by lots of hoodlums, and went on about our business, potentially dangerous, but what we didn't know didn't hurt us. We also found our way to SoHo, which lets just face it, is crap and my least favorite area. Although it was funny when we realized we needed to get the fuuuck out of there, Amanda never walked so fast, it was great! I loved where we stayed and Greenwich Village as well. Shopping was fun, lots of record stores, and restaurants on every corner... pretty much my dream city cause it's all about good music, good food, and good shit to buy! I know I am meant to be there, I can feel it.


p.s. seeing Basquiat at the brooklyn museum was tragically amazing. I'm still sad when I think about the influence he doesn't know he has!

mood swing: determined

i have arrived

mood swing: lethargic

so i'm still with sickness! Yeah that pretty much sucks! Work is good though. I'm more consistently steady, which is fantastic! And It's about freaking time yo! I feel more like a hairdresser now than ever before cause people keep coming back... I guess it takes a while though when you start fresh. HAHAHAHAHA! Holly just kissed this crazy-haired boy who has liked her for a long time. Well he finally got what he wanted! And she said he was a really good kisser. He is usually shy so he must practice every night with his pillow (how else does he got skills). Just kidding! He practices most nights on drunk locals at McCarthy's. What do ya know, they have something in common! Just kidding again *shaking my head like eddie izzard*. Anyhoo moving on... New topic New topic

Project runway tonight- the filth and I are OBSSESSED and want Jay to win so we can buy his clothes
Antibiotics?- No just vitamins, tea, and sleep (which can be hard around here) so i'll probably be sick for another month at the rate I'm going with the green mucous YUMMY
Needing uplifting and upbuilding spirituality right now. I feel the call if you know what I mean. And EDEN feel free to leave an unlengthy blurb on that one!
Ok back to the fundip!

mood swing: amused

so i'm sick with a nasty cough and whatever else comes along with it. I'm in bed, watched garden state again, and if i do one more facial my skin will look too fresh. i missed a birthday... sorry brandon happy 23! and (drumroll please) my only new years resolution is to move this before fall. I need to be where I'll be at for my favorite seasons. I must keep this resolution cause I actually made one, which I never do! So it's Boston, London, San Francisco, or New York (whichever school the beast gets excepted to is a deciding factor). I'm excited cause life is all about new beginnings right?! And I'm ready for it!

mood swing: sick

sex and the city marathon to start off another horrific year... come!

mood swing: chipper

i'm feeling more quotes and such filling my head. I suppose i'm in one of those bullshit reflective moods. I guess that happens to a lot of people as the year nears its end.
be safe everyone... have plenty of filthy fun, but take care!

mood swing: contemplative

"run away from all your boredom
run away from all your whoredom and wave
your worries and cares
goodbye..."-placebo

and i thought filth and fabulate were words to live by!

mood swing: discontent

"Don't forget that the quality of your life will be determined by the quality of the people in your life"

it's puzzling how often this idea crosses my mind, yet as logical as it might be, I tend to chose otherwise for lack of better judgment.